I just wrote a really long entry.... didn't save it and lost my internet connection. AAAARRGH!
Entire thing gone!
Im not going to write it all again. I'll post tomarrow.
I go see the kids today.
GOOD NEWS! I sat around last night, not really wanting a beer, but feeling like I should drink because thats what I usually do. So I went and bought one. I only took a few drinks and dumped it. It didn't taste good. Relief wasn't found in the bottom of that can last night. I only hope its this easy all the time.
Along with ramblings....... I will share the journeys of my road to recovery. As well as revisit things from my childhood that have contributed to my addictive personality and poor decisions.
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- Cindy
- Rural, Ohio, United States
- I am a 30 year old woman, doing my very best to keep my head above the water(alcohol). I look kinda normal on the outside, perhaps a little hardened (thats nice for Bitch) But inside (my mind, my house, my life) it's a wreck. I still have dreams for the future. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I hope sharing my life may give someone else hope, or even somehow help. The picture up top is of me. I think it is very fitting that it is out of focus. It was taken a little over a year ago in the middle of the night when I was far from sober. The other pic is of the newly made over sober me!
My daughter
Her friend took this on the bus
My son
The biggest 'shroom we have ever found!
Joey
My youngest
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