Ok, 1 day sober! Although I only fell off the wagon once. I have to start a new sobriety date. So... 1 day. What a setback! Thats good though, because that's motivation to not do it again.
I am bummed though. I got my new support order in the mail yesterday. They will be deducting $130.00 weekly from my check. Thats almost what I pay in gas a week. Guess whats left after that? $25.00! Yeah, you read that right! Rediculous! I finally understand why men quit their jobs when slapped with a support order. It is no longer worth it. Even when (if) I get my 4cylinder car running again, It still easily uses $60 in gas. Leaving me only $90!
However, I am NOT quitting my job. I will have to figure something else out...... sigh.
"Take a risk. You have the power within to move mountains."
~Cheryl Richardson
Along with ramblings....... I will share the journeys of my road to recovery. As well as revisit things from my childhood that have contributed to my addictive personality and poor decisions.
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About Me
- Cindy
- Rural, Ohio, United States
- I am a 30 year old woman, doing my very best to keep my head above the water(alcohol). I look kinda normal on the outside, perhaps a little hardened (thats nice for Bitch) But inside (my mind, my house, my life) it's a wreck. I still have dreams for the future. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I hope sharing my life may give someone else hope, or even somehow help. The picture up top is of me. I think it is very fitting that it is out of focus. It was taken a little over a year ago in the middle of the night when I was far from sober. The other pic is of the newly made over sober me!
My daughter
Her friend took this on the bus
My son
The biggest 'shroom we have ever found!
Joey
My youngest
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